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DAILY DIARY THOUGHTS BECAUSE IT IS TOO MUCH??

Hey. Yes I haven't been here in a longer time than usual, but it was because I was occupied with work and after that all I could do was sleep or lay in bed and watch films. Basically nothing.
Today I have day off and forced myself to open this page and start writing because I wouldn't do that without force.
Anyway it is now April and so much stuff is going on in my little life that sometimes I want to run away from everything.
First of all, my parents are moving out, really fast in less than month. That means I will be moving too (with them). They are stressed about all this and that stress really affects me & my brother. It was hard to focus and stay calm, relaxed earlier (because of all that 'not speaking with my father' thing), but now every member is really on their nerves and we start fighting or arguing about tiniest detail. But I really hope when it will be over, everything will be fine.
Then moving forward. About month ago my dog ran away for two weeks (He …
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2018 busy year & living abroad???? I ChitChat

Happy New Years and welcome back to this blog! From the title you may guess that today I'll be talking about few stuff that keeps popping up in my head more often.

My best friend recently got accepted to uni that she applied to. And it is abroad. Other friend will be going to US soon too.. So in the end of the day I realized there will be no one left here with who I like spending my time. Mainly I'll be lonely af. All my friends aren't in Lithuania. And I always keep thinking to move out. Not just to other apartment in the other side of the street where I could see my family. But to other country, other city. Somewhere else, where I could start living on my own and enjoy life like I always wanted heh..
So yeah..
Basically, I want to see the world outside of Lithuania. Even that thought makes me exited and motivated to plan my future maybe in Brighton? Edinburgh? Or even Colchester? Mainly in UK. Because I loved that country since my childhood and at some days I catch mysel…

What's in my cosmetic bag? Travel edition I TIPS

Hello to all of you! Tomorrow will be 24th of December so it means Christmas came really fast this year hasn't it? Also, tomorrow me and my grandmother will be going to other city. To celebrate Christmas with my cousins and their parents. We will be taking a train so it will be fun. And with that I want to start the topic which I will be talking today.
When it comes to travel lets all agree - at the beginning we all get headaches what to bring with us, what to wear and many more. Personally, I get headache only with calculating time. I mean - calculating how much I will spend time getting ready, when I need to leave my house and etc. Because my biggest problem is a fear of being late. I don't become crazy while choosing what to wear, I get crazy when I don't make certain things on time.
Anyway, I won't be talking about time, clothes or what makeup you should do on journey day. I will tell what I am bringing with myself in my cosmetic bag all the time. So enjoy reading …

Why I'm single & Christmas vibes I ChitChat

Right now I'm looking through my window and a wide smile is on my face, because it is snowing so peacefully and so pretty. I know that my shoes will be soaking wet when I will be going to work, but the view is so gorgeous and magical. 
Honestly I love Christmas and all that research for gifts to others - it only gives me positive emotions. It is tiring to find the exact present you would like to give, but the excitement when you are wrapping it and giving it to people it is everything. I even wrapped gifts for my cousins cat, best friends dog and my dog too. Because they love to be treated too, right?  Also there is one more thing that makes me really happy in this season (more like in every season of the year) is putting fairy lights in my room. This year my brother bought a pair of warm-colored lights and I did the same. Only added one pair of colorful ones. It looks so good and makes everything look way more festive and cozy. Just love it. I mean how can you not like this thing??…

Autumn means fresh? & Christmas is coming I ChitChat

In our lives we all have ups and downs. It isn't something surprising. Right now I have one of those downs. I mean even though I'm at the place where I always want to spend my time, there is still something missing. And the most annoying thing is that I don't know what it is. I have amazing friends & a perfect relationship with my mom. That's all I needed, but somehow that is not all. I do want to do a lot of stuff with my life to make it better, but there is zero motivation to start making those steps. Those steps and things are really simple and easy, for example book for a driving school. I do keep talking about it but still can't manage to sign in. There are so many more things to do and at this moment I just have no strength & motivation. Yes, I already googled infinite amount of tips of how to pull myself together, but all I feel is exhaust.




Anyway, I hope it will fade away soon and now lets talk about Christmas!!! I already heard Christmas songs in a…

Halloween vibes & new resolutions I ChitChat

Hello to all of you! Once again I'm laying in my bed, drinking muffin-flavoured tea and scrabbling here. Today's topic won't be anything special, just a simple post that I decided to write on a Wednesday evening.
So to begin with I changed my hair color.. (once again...) and I'm happy with it! I mean, I'm truly enjoying this color. It is kind of a pastel pink and rose gold mix. At first when I dyed it I was like ''Jesus what have I done...''. But now I'm thinking that I will leave this color for as long as possible. Also Halloween is almost here and now that I'm with pink hair it is easier to do makeup for that occasion. Still don't know exactly what or who I'll be, but I'm planning to do a video of my Halloween makeup tutorial. I think it will be great. Hope so.
Also I want to talk more about ''new resolutions'' subject. I know that every time of the year, every month I'm talking about how I want to change, sta…

SELF - CARE Part 3 I TIPS

Good evening to all of you! Today I will write the last part of my trilogy about self care! Haha! It will be about physical care. Also isn't it great that today is the 30th of September? It means there's only one month left 'till halloween! Do you know what you will do and who will you be on that day? Because I have loads of ideas if I won't need to work on that day though. 


''Pour yourself a drink, put on some lipstick & pull yourself together''                                                                     - Elizabeth Taylor

With this amazing quote, lets start with some tips on  what to do to make yourself feel physically better

Go for a walk. Just do it. Alone or with a friend. Doesn't matter, just go. It helps so much! I recently started doing this and I'm not disappointed at all!Dance. Yes, as stupid as it sounds, don't mind that. Put on your favorite song and dance. Enjoy the moment!Swim. I used to swim a lot earlier and I'm …