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What's in my cosmetic bag? Travel edition I TIPS

Hello to all of you! Tomorrow will be 24th of December so it means Christmas came really fast this year hasn't it? Also, tomorrow me and my grandmother will be going to other city. To celebrate Christmas with my cousins and their parents. We will be taking a train so it will be fun. And with that I want to start the topic which I will be talking today.
When it comes to travel lets all agree - at the beginning we all get headaches what to bring with us, what to wear and many more. Personally, I get headache only with calculating time. I mean - calculating how much I will spend time getting ready, when I need to leave my house and etc. Because my biggest problem is a fear of being late. I don't become crazy while choosing what to wear, I get crazy when I don't make certain things on time.
Anyway, I won't be talking about time, clothes or what makeup you should do on journey day. I will tell what I am bringing with myself in my cosmetic bag all the time. So enjoy reading …

Why I'm single & Christmas vibes I ChitChat

Right now I'm looking through my window and a wide smile is on my face, because it is snowing so peacefully and so pretty. I know that my shoes will be soaking wet when I will be going to work, but the view is so gorgeous and magical. 
Honestly I love Christmas and all that research for gifts to others - it only gives me positive emotions. It is tiring to find the exact present you would like to give, but the excitement when you are wrapping it and giving it to people it is everything. I even wrapped gifts for my cousins cat, best friends dog and my dog too. Because they love to be treated too, right?  Also there is one more thing that makes me really happy in this season (more like in every season of the year) is putting fairy lights in my room. This year my brother bought a pair of warm-colored lights and I did the same. Only added one pair of colorful ones. It looks so good and makes everything look way more festive and cozy. Just love it. I mean how can you not like this thing??…

Autumn means fresh? & Christmas is coming I ChitChat

In our lives we all have ups and downs. It isn't something surprising. Right now I have one of those downs. I mean even though I'm at the place where I always want to spend my time, there is still something missing. And the most annoying thing is that I don't know what it is. I have amazing friends & a perfect relationship with my mom. That's all I needed, but somehow that is not all. I do want to do a lot of stuff with my life to make it better, but there is zero motivation to start making those steps. Those steps and things are really simple and easy, for example book for a driving school. I do keep talking about it but still can't manage to sign in. There are so many more things to do and at this moment I just have no strength & motivation. Yes, I already googled infinite amount of tips of how to pull myself together, but all I feel is exhaust.

Anyway, I hope it will fade away soon and now lets talk about Christmas!!! I already heard Christmas songs in a…

Halloween vibes & new resolutions I ChitChat

Hello to all of you! Once again I'm laying in my bed, drinking muffin-flavoured tea and scrabbling here. Today's topic won't be anything special, just a simple post that I decided to write on a Wednesday evening.
So to begin with I changed my hair color.. (once again...) and I'm happy with it! I mean, I'm truly enjoying this color. It is kind of a pastel pink and rose gold mix. At first when I dyed it I was like ''Jesus what have I done...''. But now I'm thinking that I will leave this color for as long as possible. Also Halloween is almost here and now that I'm with pink hair it is easier to do makeup for that occasion. Still don't know exactly what or who I'll be, but I'm planning to do a video of my Halloween makeup tutorial. I think it will be great. Hope so.
Also I want to talk more about ''new resolutions'' subject. I know that every time of the year, every month I'm talking about how I want to change, sta…


Good evening to all of you! Today I will write the last part of my trilogy about self care! Haha! It will be about physical care. Also isn't it great that today is the 30th of September? It means there's only one month left 'till halloween! Do you know what you will do and who will you be on that day? Because I have loads of ideas if I won't need to work on that day though. 

''Pour yourself a drink, put on some lipstick & pull yourself together''                                                                     - Elizabeth Taylor

With this amazing quote, lets start with some tips on  what to do to make yourself feel physically better

Go for a walk. Just do it. Alone or with a friend. Doesn't matter, just go. It helps so much! I recently started doing this and I'm not disappointed at all!Dance. Yes, as stupid as it sounds, don't mind that. Put on your favorite song and dance. Enjoy the moment!Swim. I used to swim a lot earlier and I'm …

Practicing SELF - CARE Part 2 I TIPS

Good morning! It's 9 am and I decided to write here, because when I saw this perfect weather outside I felt motivated enough to open my blog and start writing. In my last post I promised that this one will be about mental self care. This type of self care might be one of the hardest. Because controlling your emotions is easier than controlling your mind and your psychological state.

''If your compassion does not include yourself, it is incomplete''                                                                 - Jack Kornfield
Online you can find billions of tips, examples and advice on how to help yourself with this kind of situation. So mine won't be any special, just a few tips which you could try to use if you want.

Read a book. Reading a book has always been a thing that will relax ones mind and might even help to fall asleep. It can also change your opinion about others, because in books there are millions of characters with different mindset, so that might…

Ideas for practicing emotional SELF - CARE I TIPS

Hello once again! As I woke up today I realized it won't be a nice day. Because it was so freaking cold and it was raining. To be honest I even thought about going back to warm bed and miss today's lecture... But I didn't. So I made a cup of white tea with peaches, ate my breakfast, got ready and there was still more than two hours left until my bus. I could've watched a movie or a few series of something, but I decided that today will be all about my emotional self - care. That's what I will be talking about in this post mainly.

'' When you say yes to others make sure you are not saying no to yourself''                                                                                                             - Paulo Coelho

Here I will give you 6 ideas of practicing this kind of self - care where you will be saying ''yes'' to yourself.

Meditate. It is all about breathing and focusing on your body from head to toe. Turn on calm music (…

Get to know me & me as a character? I GTKM

Hello everyone! Welcome back! Yes it's been a long time since I was here and this time I just wanted to upload a post more about myself. This one was pretty hard to write because I had to think way harder than when I'm writing random posts. Anyway, this one is full of various facts about me and I just wanted to share them with you all! Hope it will be useful for those who are interested and enjoy reading!

1. Sensitive person 2. I have a crazy laugh. (my cousin and friend said it reminds of a fox/donkey/guinea pig mashup) Something like this - 3. Im afraid of falling stars. I usually get so hyper active and exited that I could start crying 4. I don't remember my natural hair color. But it is something like ashy brown. (I see that colour in photos, but I don't remember it) 5. I hate waking up early, but love I do love mornings. Especially when the weather is sunny and without clouds. 6. Love spending evenings or mornings in a balco…

Back to school tips that are necessary! I TIPS

Autumn is finally here & I'm loving it! Finally!
Anyway, that also means school is here too and even though I already finished it, there are millions of people who still go to that place, so today I will tell you a few but important tips that are related with school.

School is a place where you have a lot on your mind, so a notebook/ bullet journal or however you decide to call it always helps. Because being organized isn't a new fashion trend to look cool. Being organized is just a way to make everything easier. That's why you need a little book where you can write down every thing you need to remember or else it's a possibility you'll forget something important.
I had a notebook and it helped me so much. Even though I used to draw in that more than write. But having a journal for some people can also be a stress reliever. Well, we all know that school sucks and it causes a lot of stress, so yeah, you can understand my point.
Also definitely have a bottle of w…

Autumn is coming & few new things is coming up I ChitChat

This is the last week of August! Oh my God I can't believe that summer went so fast and now my favorite time of the year is finally here! Can you all imagine how leaves will get colorful and evenings will get cozier. Like I'm so happy about it. More than Christmas actually. It's just so amazing. I'm really looking forward to it! 

Also, there are few things that I can't stop thinking about and I want to share that with you. I'm planning to renew my wardrobe. Thinking about throwing out mostly all of my clothes and buy new ones. Almost the same thing with makeup and re-organizeall of my stationary stuff and other. It will take a lot of time, but I'm hoping I will be able to do it until December. It means I will be doing this on weekends and sometimes after work when I won't be too tired. And finally new thoughts about this blog. I've spend a lot of time thinking about changing themes I'm writing about in here. I want this blog to be useful for you …

Vibes & Advantages of my new job I GTKM

Hello again! It's strange how I've become more passionate about blogging,  so right now I'm sitting on my windowsill, drinking green mint tea, listening to calm music and enjoying the evening that is just too perfect at this moment. Once my mom will get out of the bathroom she will think that I overworked today and something is wrong, but it isn't, I can guarantee that. It just feels so good to do nothing and relax. That's why I love summer evenings, they make me feel motivated and relaxed. Perfect!
Anyway, one day one of my managers called me and asked if I could start working in their office. I was so damn exited about that! Of course I agreed and from Monday I started working in there. Well, that office is next to an airport so I hear loads of airplanes arriving and leaving.  It isn't that bad how most of you imagine, it kind of makes me feel like I'm in a different country. So, it is really great that I became the sales manager. One of many advantages (o…

Stereotypical & Being honest I GTKM

Good morning everyone!
I'm at work and in mornings it is really boring here (especially on Sundays...) , so I decided to scribble down here while I have time.
What stereotypical really means for all of you? Because everyone has different opinions and it's really interesting to know that. For me, stereotypes are those things when most of the society has one opinion and disagrees with any other thoughts. For example typical idea of a beautiful woman or having a party means loads of people and booze and many more. Honestly, it's ridiculous! Okay, I won't babble about that everyone is beautiful in their own way, because you already know that and there's no point in doing this. Anyway, what I wanted to say is that it's stupid and don't do what most of the society is used to doing.
Okay moving on to the topic finally...
Yesterday was my 19th birthday and what I tried to say about stereotypical stuff was my birthday. Most people my age are used to getting drunk w…

Having a tattoo? I ChitChat

Hello again!
When I was younger I wanted to have that basic, boring infinity tattoo. Exactly! I thought that it could represent my best friends and mine friendship that will last forever... I know.... But now I'm older and my ideas of having tattoos changed. Now I want more than one and definitely not an infinity sign...  Yesterday after some thinking, I finally decided that I want at least 7. They won't be big and capturing attention and also without any meaning.  So the first one would be a lion. But I'm thinking about having just the portrait of it. It would look good on my wrist. Why a lion? Because I love big cats and my horoscope is a lion so, no special occasion. Second one I'm thinking about a stretching cat on my collar bone. I love cats so much. They are really beautiful, elegant and simple at the same time. Third one - geometric howling wolf. Lots of animals, I know, but I can't help it. I love them. Wolf is also a beautiful creature and I just feel that I n…

Writing a book as a gift and feelings?? I ChitChat

Hello again! Wanted to write here asap, because recently I did one thing that I want to share with you all.
So on January 25th a wonderful baby named Areta came into this world and she is my cousin. Exactly 5 days ago we had an event where we took her to do something like christening. Anyway, it was obvious that a gift is necessary and I thought about writing a little book for her. You know, hand made things are the best gifts for some people. Okay, so writing was the easiest part of that. I did that really quickly and then to the next part. I told my best friend about that idea and she said she will be able to help me with drawing. I agreed easily and days went by. The main event was supposed to be on July 14th and we met on 12th of July. Yes, exactly two days prior the event. The book was not done. I printed it and we went to her house. We started to practice what we will be drawing and few moments later I started to stress out that I can't draw a fucking fox! Yes! A fox! So I p…

Realizing all the changes I GTKM

Welcome back!
The reason I decided to write now is simple and weird at the same time. Today I was walking home from work (which I quit today & not sad about that) and it all looked like in a movie. I'm not joking it really looked like that! The music was playing (I had earphones), everything seemed relaxing and I lifted my head to look in the sky. It was cloudy and few seconds after it started to rain. Usually I would've walked fast to home, but then I smiled like an idiot and enjoyed the moment (one of the reasons was that I hadn't any makeup on). Anyway, while I was happy about walking in rain I caught myself thinking about how everything changed in my life. Not just my haircut and color (that I'm always changing, because I can't find the color I feel, if you understand), but everything really changed.
First of all. I don't know if my mentioned that in earlier posts, but when I was younger I had a friend and I listened to that friends opinion every damn tim…

Results of planning my day... I ChitChat

Okay, so first of all, hello and sorry for not being as active as I promised to be..
Right now, there are too many things that are happening in my life and it's way too hard to focus on everything and with that to be able to find time to write down here..

So to start with, I have some news to tell.. I'm moving out, like for real, because earlier I was staying at my friends' house, just for a little bit to get used to the feeling of not living with my parents anymore. But the interesting thing about being there with her was that we got tired of each other, because being friends, helping each other at bad days means really a lot, but living together it isn't like those #goals that many people are talking about. Yes at first it was great and fun, because you get your freedom and nobody tells you when you need to get back home(and many other things that parents do). But later it got boring, we just got tired of seeing each others faces everyday, like I don't know how to …