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Autumn means fresh? & Christmas is coming I ChitChat

In our lives we all have ups and downs. It isn't something surprising. Right now I have one of those downs. I mean even though I'm at the place where I always want to spend my time, there is still something missing. And the most annoying thing is that I don't know what it is. I have amazing friends & a perfect relationship with my mom. That's all I needed, but somehow that is not all. I do want to do a lot of stuff with my life to make it better, but there is zero motivation to start making those steps. Those steps and things are really simple and easy, for example book for a driving school. I do keep talking about it but still can't manage to sign in. There are so many more things to do and at this moment I just have no strength & motivation. Yes, I already googled infinite amount of tips of how to pull myself together, but all I feel is exhaust.




Anyway, I hope it will fade away soon and now lets talk about Christmas!!! I already heard Christmas songs in a shop today and it was so good!!!!! At that moment I instantly turned on my Christmas mood and immediately started to think what presents I will give to my family and friends! But at the same time one thought came into my head.... I will be having two birthdays, then all the presents. And oh boy.. I will be broke af after this. But you know what? Seeing those reactions on their faces when they open their gifts - it's everything. At that moment, you know all that research, packing, wrapping and carrying is worth everything!
So I guess this post will be shorter than any other, because this is all I wanted to talk about and hope you're feeling as happy about Christmas as I am.
See you soon!
xx





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