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2018 busy year & living abroad???? I ChitChat

Happy New Years and welcome back to this blog! From the title you may guess that today I'll be talking about few stuff that keeps popping up in my head more often.

My best friend recently got accepted to uni that she applied to. And it is abroad. Other friend will be going to US soon too.. So in the end of the day I realized there will be no one left here with who I like spending my time. Mainly I'll be lonely af. All my friends aren't in Lithuania. And I always keep thinking to move out. Not just to other apartment in the other side of the street where I could see my family. But to other country, other city. Somewhere else, where I could start living on my own and enjoy life like I always wanted heh..
So yeah..
Basically, I want to see the world outside of Lithuania. Even that thought makes me exited and motivated to plan my future maybe in Brighton? Edinburgh? Or even Colchester? Mainly in UK. Because I loved that country since my childhood and at some days I catch myself reading things in British accent, which is weird and great at the same time. Anyways, you got the idea what I wanted to say with these two paragraphs.

Talking about all this made me think about adding more things to my ''better future life'' list. I do like positive things (but not too much, because it can get me really anxious. For real! ), so starting going to gym is one of them. I do like my body the way it is now, but there are days when I literally can't look at it, and even don't want to think about it, so to make it better next month I will be starting exercising. At a gym. Still can't believe my friend convinced me to do this. But I'm not disappointed though. I want to make my figure look great, make more shapes and just feel beautiful to myself. Plus I will be taking more attention to my skincare, my eating habits and basically my lifestyle. I know I'm always saying this and I'm not updating about the results, but I just need to get out of my laziness and start doing this. So till summer I need to be strict and focused on completely changing my lifestyle and making it way better than it was in 2017.. Plus if I want to live abroad I need to save money, lot of them and actually be attentive and keep looking for a place I could call my own home..


So I need to stop and go to sleep now.. But I can't help it. All of this just attacks my minds all the time, and even writing doesn't help it. Anyway, hope you liked this little post and see you soon!

xx

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